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crowned.

because when you turn around and see who's backing you up, you'll realise you have nothing to fear.

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I belong to Him and Him alone.

 



Quinie

"Soldier on."

I Stalk

January 23, 2012
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emotional minefield

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My thoughts, they are stars I can't fathom into constellations.

 

So I've been getting by.

But I don't just want to survive, I want to live.

I've been getting so affected by the slightest things.

 

I do things that I feel people will want me to do.

But I'm not happy doing them because these things are not what I want.

I fight myself for the wrong reasons then feel upset about it.

I can't make decisions because I let what people think affect me.

And the fear of making mistakes, because I'm so used to regretting in the end.

I need to do me some kindness.

 

I can't fall. Please don't let me.

January 19, 2012
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heartstrings

I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you is the way it seems.


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This play on our hearts has gotta stop.



I have a book presentation tomorrow, and I haven't started.
And I have no mood to start at all.
Hahahaha yay.


I shall go to sleep now; it's getting too uncomfortable to stay awake nowadays.
Maybe some pills to keep me asleep a longer period of time would do me some good.
Maybe then I'll learn to be a better person, and stop hurting him.
Or I just wish I'd never wake up.


Numb the emotions, deaden the heart.
I don't need feelings.
January 15, 2012
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if i had nothing left to give, would you still hold me?

And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home late last night, but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.

 

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The innocence you had but knew none of.

 

 

We are the strongest family I know.

But more than ever, we face the worst of situations.

I need them to go away because you are all that keep me.

I shouldn't be tying my identity to you, but this is how it is.

I'll be stronger, but just not yet. I need time.

 

I'm scared but who'd understand.

Everyone else has their own feelings to deal with.

January 15, 2012
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One thing.

Get out get out get out of my head, and fall into my arms instead.

 

Why are my boys so beautiful? :')

January 09, 2012
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takes time.

Inhale, breathe steady, exhale, like you're ready, if you're ready or not.

 

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Things I can't deny, Jesus. Take the pieces in Your hand and make me whole again.

 

 

January 07, 2012
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Hands down.

I wanna be like a tree, planted by the waters. Trusting in the Lord to keep me strong. :)

Saw this video on Facebook!

This song is so bubbly. And look at all those little lights! <3

 

It's been a great start, despite the many emotions and ups and downs.

I'm happy and am excited for all that is to come.

It's gonna be a good year, because God said so and God cannot lie.

And God is called God for a reason.

 

Resolutions, they have been yearned for, cried for and prayed for.

What's left? Rest in His love.

 


Unceasing Fruitfulness.

December 19, 2011
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Oh, Zaynnnnn

 

These perfect boys. :)

December 18, 2011
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I'm not giving up. I just,

Let's sleep under the stars.

 

Simple dreams, but big.

 

I can't decide if I'm feelingsad for no reason at all or the little things that affected me somehow or rather.

I don't know why I'm feeling so horrible also.

 

I need a quick getaway.

Somewhere scenic perhaps.

Preferably a fair distance away from the hustle and bustle of the city.

Without the endless rushing and pace that quicken by the second.

I need a quick getaway.

December 16, 2011
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in love. and in truth.

I live in wonder, of the world I have yet to see.

 

I love you.

 

It's the holidays now!

But I am as busy as ever. :(

Projects projects projects.

 

I just drew a feather. Heehee. :)

 

This weekend will be blessed and fun.

M hotel with family.

And the Christmas lights at Orchard!

 

Hopefully I'll get all my homework done real soon.

 

I miss you, Wj. :(

December 14, 2011
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Not now.

Cry of the broken.

 

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Breathe deep.

 

Don't yell at me, or tell me what to do now.

Because I can't hold it any longer.

I have so much in my head and I can't show it.

I can't show it when I'm outside.

And now I can't show it when I'm at home.

Why is it that people never remember I have feelings.

 

I don't want everything falling on me all at once.

Jesus,

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