"If only you had a good boyfriend, you'd be a very good girlfriend."

I only understand this to a certain extent.

I cant remember what were Yingjie's exact words. Hee.

Okay, homework. D:

Busy busy busy.

I kinda miss blogger la.

Anyway, someone complained i forgot about him in my posts.

So here:

I... think you're good to me. :D

Real patient and caring, and you're there most of the time.

Just an sms away.

And... even though i tend to forget how nice you are to me when i get mad, it still comes back to me after i calm down and think.

You're special. (:

Okay, I'm gonna go do homework now. :D

Before i go, here's a video by New Creation Church.

I'm gonna have a daughter someday.

Her name, will be Zephyr.

And she'll be loved, and happy. Always.

"Then why do we keep strangling life, wound this earth, crucify its soul."

Aww man, i have to wait another two months for my present. ):

*scratches the floor*

Grey Jacket was missing from service on sunday.

This week is lousy! )<

I miss Pinkmomo. D:

And Alice. ): ): ):

Alice, i miss your texts i used to get ever so often.

It feels like it's cruel separation from my soulmate. )':

Got lots of homework all over again la.

Plus art.

Chinese new year shall be used to mostly for art. Amen.

Jesus, I need a good deal of patience and every single bit of determination to beat this stupid Goliath, aka the o levels.

And all the strength and courage.

The battle belongs to You.

Upcoming youth concert. Exciting!

I realised, if someone went "you suck" in my face, i wouldnt feel hurt like the way i used to.

Okay, I completed outstanding homework for amaths.

And art. ):

Jesus, I need more time!!!

Mom's watching Cruel Temptation again.

So she's stuck in her room, glued to the tv.

And she wont know I'm playing facebook games and chatting online while doing homework. :D

Whatever.

I dont have anything to talk about today la.

So that's all.

I want to go to a jc.

"Until you're independent on others opinions of you, Quinie."

Ok. I still dont know which phone to get.

I asked everyone i saw la. ):

I'm lazy again.

Dont want to do my homework. D:

But no, I must complete them.

By hook or by crook.

I dont want to be dating behind my parents' back, and I want my own walk with the Lord.

I dont think i love you to death, but it's the urge to want to protect you.

And then I cant let go.

Homework homework and more homework.

And I miss my Alice. Like totally.

PLUS I dont think i need this anymore.

I'm gonna stop trying.

It will be easier; and i wont care who likes what or hate what.

I think I'd be better off that way.

After a long and tiring day at school, I thought i could come home for a break.

I mean, like isnt that what's home for?

But after getting home, a cheerful front for grandpa.

Dad complains about mom and her temper again.

Sister insensitive, not helping at all.

Then later mom comes home with this SUPER black face.

I pretended nothing was wrong until she started screaming for me almost every five minutes.

Now she's shouting at me for no good reason (or so, i think).

I guess next time, I'll just have to come home knowing exactly what to expect.